Yours, Hers, and Mine

There are always at least 3 sides to take, sometimes more,

When friends fight, i want to shut my door.
This is why I'm troubled when it comes to teams and sides,
Because there's yours, hers, and mine.
How can i pick? Which one do i choose?
I love her and I love you
Where do i stand, where is my place?
Is it with you or her? Everyone only cares about saving face.
Some ignore me, some greet with open arms, some gossip viciously
You and she, you're always smiling in each other's faces,
Silently thinking to yourself, "She looks horrible with braces"
You are prententious acting like everything is ok when you're broken inside and planning your revenge.
She said, she said. I don't care what was said.
Stop trying to pull me into your whirlpool of gossip and hurt
Be friends with me, but don't hope i'll buy into your side,
There's yours, hers, and mine. Yours, Hers, and Mine.
You and she don't understand when I say, "I am like Switzerland."
You and her are disapointed i won't come and join your campaign because I am neutral,
Both of your words are always filled with hate and its a shame,
Why must you and she hurt? Always playing games.
Don't you know you will never win trying to ruin each other's names?
There are 3 sides to choose from: Yours, hers, or mine.
Neutral vs. Taking an opposing side.
That is why i choose mine, you cannot lose their game when you pick your side.

You'll Never Fade Away

Dear You,

Hey how've you been? I miss you. I can't help but wonder if you do too.
"Is that you?"  I hear you say,
You're laughing and you're smiling, you always brighten up my day.
Do you recognize me, have I changed at all?
What have you been up to, I see you've gotten tall.
Hey how've you been? Its been quite a while.
There's a large pile of letters under my bed,
Ones you'll never read, nor words that will be ever be said.
People can prompt me all they like, but my minds made up,
Its not love, its something else, and from a distance it will be enough.

Go ahead and please stand there and be yourself,

That's why I like you, you're not like anyone else.

And when I see you from a far screen away,
You won't see the tears, nor any pain, and by the way,

Just above a whisper, "You'll  never  fade 

away..."

Love,

Me



The Thrice Random Newsletter

hello everbody,

 Soooo, time for a random post. I like to write about 3 things, but maybe just maybe I'll make it to 7 one day since thats my lucky number :)

1. Baking! I want to bake something this afternoon since I have absolutely nothing to occupy my thoughts. What shall I bake you ask? Maybe some Pecan Cookies, blueberry muffins, Rice Pudding, or some brownies!!  I've never attempted to make cupcakes because I'm afraid I'll mess them up, but today might be the day. I'll update you guys on what I decide haha.

2. February 11th had a lot going on! My blogging friend Abby had her blogoversary yesterday. Make sure to click her name and go visit her on her blog A Little Bit of Randomness.

Yesterday was also Taylor Lautner's 19th birthday. TEAM JACOB! I was completely Team Edward in the books, but Robert Pattinson doesn't live up to Edward Cullen expectations I'm sorry to say. Februrary 11th was also Thomas Edison's birthday and goodness where would we be without him! I'm pretty sure I covered everything that had to with February 11th but please tell if I missed something!



he was so cute in Cheaper By the Dozen 2!





 



3. A Challenge. I've heard this challenge going around and the reasons I've been hesitating about it is because I don't reallly want to post everyday, but I can always catch up and I don't really want to post pictures of myself. So those days I'll subsitute or something :(  I wish I would've started the 1st, so I'll catch up for 12 days. 6 days in this post!



Day 1: A Favorite Song

I have many favorite songs and they alternate constantly, but I have to say American Honey by Lady Antebellum is my favorite at the moment.

Day 2: A Favorite Movie

Mean Girls, that movie is so beyond hilarious.

Day 3: A Favorite Book

This will sound cliche but to be totally honest Twilight by Stephenie Meyer.

 Day 4: A Favorite Television Program.

LOST, one of the most incredible TV shows ever. It ended last year, but my mom and I stay up late, late, late on weekends and watch it on marathons. That show is just so good haha

Day 5: A Favorite Quote.

So many favorites, but one I like to live by is "Don't cry because its over, Smile because it happened." -Doctor Seuss.

Day 6: A Moment You Wish You Could Relive.



My birthday sleepover this year.  One moment in paticular was when my mom had to go back to Wal-Mart to get a security case off of the DVD we got for the party. While she was gone, we partied and blasted the music. You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift came on and we all screamed the lyrics dancing in pitch blackness waving glow sticks all around like a concert. When my mom and sister got home, they all screamed with us. It was in a way... Epic! All I could do was stop myself and I say, "Capture this moment and remember it when its gone."

 I will stop here at the half way point to 12, next post! Have a lovely day!



A Letter You'll Never Read

I'm leaving and you know it,

I haven't had a chance to see you since the news spread,

You like some other girl and I know it,

It haunts me at night before I lay down my head,

You want to design rollercoasters someday and I know that because you told me,

Your eyes sparkled when you said it, the way they do when you're happy,

I watch you out of the corner of my eye sometimes but you have no idea,

I wonder what her name is: Kate, Hailey, or maybe Leah

You hate bumpers when you bowl, I know

But so does everyone else and they don't really care, 

You have a special love of Truth or Dare and I know that too, 

But why am I thinking of these things that i know about you?

It doesn't matter anymore, I'm moving on and I never even had a chance, 

But I do know my girls, my friends, when I'm gone will make you do the "The Happy Dance" 

When someone bowls a strike or a spare you'll think of me and maybe wish that I was there,

You see, I've left my mark, a small, tiny little legacy,

My heart is whole and complete, I don't need you to remember me 

The friends I've made are more important than competing with a girl I've never met,

Someday you'll cross my mind and I'll think, "How could I forget."

You've meant something to me and you truly are a special guy,

But its funny how things change in the blink of an eye.

So I guess this means goodbye...

    Love, Me 

Things will Change

I'm free from the chains,

I'm ready to finally get into the games,

The news has come,

And so let's be done with the past,

Let it be what it be and cast it away,

Think new happy thoughts and delight in the new day,

Oppurtunities have emerged from their secret places,

My smile is big to see new faces,

A new beginning, a fresh start,

I plunge in with an open heart,

From what I've learned from this trying time?

Nothing's forever, the future changes on a dime,

So when I falls deeply in woeful thoughts,

I must remember, its only for now,

All is not lost.

"Tonight we standed on our knees,

to fight for what we've worked for all these years.

The battle was long, it was the fight of our lives,

But we'll stand up champions tonight.

It was the night things changed.."

-Change-- Taylor Swift

The Random 3 Things For Monday

hello everybody!

I just realized neither Addie or i have posted in a week! That's a while, but we're both so busy time just gets away from us. I'm not quite sure what to post about.... So I guess this one'll be sort of random. Is that ok?

1. Valentine's Day is coming up! I don't think this is the most popular holiday of the year considering you don't get school off and you don't get presents at all. But the opportunity to tell someone that you like your feelings I think is sort of special. Its almost inspiring in a way because that's the day people say "I love you," to anyone that they love whether its family, friends, or that special him or her. So that being said, why not share the love (or the feelings of liking someone)  with someone you care for  :)  But that means i have to practice what I preach, don't I? 

2. SUPERBOWL! WHOOHOOO! The Superbowl was yesterday as you guys probably know if you're from the U.S.. What kind of sports do they have in other countries?? Gotta love Google for those reasons... The Superbowl is exciting though! Last night, my mom, my dad, sister, cousin, and brother-in-law sat on our couch and watched the 1st quarter with our eyes glued. Then us girls left with more important things to do while the guys screamed at every touchdown. My favorite part about the Superbowl: The food. Yummmmmm

3. Tag: 12 Likes, 9 Hates, 1 Thing Realized, 1 Love. I tag anyone who'd like to do it.

I like waking up to a sunny morning.
I like laughing over something that happened a year ago.
I like video chatting over Skype.
I like spinning around with friends until we're dizzy and flat on the floor laughing our heads off.

I like doing "The Happy Dance" every time something good happens.

I like eating cheesecake at midnight.

I like singing along with the radio.
I like howling with my puppy until everyone tells us to stop.

I like finding pictures from 3 years ago.

I like blue eyes on anyone.

I like daydreaming.

I like believing that some day things will change.

I hate fighting with people.

I hate that feeling when you know the guy you like is smitten with someone else.

I hate procrastinating

I hate crying myself to sleep.

I hate letting fear hold me back.

I hate when someone lets you down.

I hate feeling trapped.

I hate it when books have bad endings.

I sometimes hate myself.

Today I realized that books are one kind of best friends.

I love loving Love. Is that cheesy?

Let It Go

I'm scared, wonder if I'm prepared

My hands are shaking as they ache,

All too much too soon to take

Concentration has fled me, my mind is wandering all about,

I want to get up from this desk and shout "I'm through!"

I'm done with this, I'm done with you.

I'm done with boys, I'm too old for toys,

I'm done with getting older,

I'm through with fear and humiliation,

I'm done with tears and my failing patience

I'm done with Love and all its troubles,

I'm through with hills, it feels I'll never reach the bottom,

I'm done with math, go solve all your own problems,

I'm done pretending we're still friends, you let us go, you let it reach the end,

Used to shop til we'd drop, we'd laugh and cry,

You made me feel alright when no one else could.

You let go, try as hard as I did to repair, you waved me off, now I'm in despair,

I'm done with trying and I'm done with crying,

I'm through with caring, what's the point of verbally sharing if no one listens?

I'm done with not knowing who I am, you say you care, but do you truly understand?

I'm in pain, I'm at a loss, and I know its my fault,

Fictional characters droping dead, God knows why it sent me over the edge,

This boy died, it wasn't fair, he suffered, but no one cares, he wasn't real

I'm through with not understanding how I feel,

i'm through with this roller coaster, calm down, take it slow,

Don't stop, take your time, look up, look down, above, and below,

Breathe in, and then slowly... let it go.

(note: if you've gotten to the bottom of this post,

thank you for enduring my terrible poetry...

and thank you for your sweet comments on my last post)

    

“Music speaks what cannot be expressed, soothes the mind and gives it rest, heals the heart and makes it whole, flows from heaven to the soul.”

   

Hey there,

uugh, I'm going through a stressful time and I'm finding music is the only thing thats soothing aside from going to church. Its the only thing that makes me feel like everything really will be ok. I want to spend forever sitting at my piano playing my heart out until the left side of my brain is dizzy lol. I'm scared, I'm nervous, I'm hopeless, I'm sad, and I'm happy. How can a person be all of those things at once? Hormones. There's a always scientific answer, huh? So, I'm going to focus more on music than on how i'm feeling. Then when I get up from my piano bench, I'll feel better and whole again.
Anyway, the point of this post is that music is so many things for so many different people. I love it so much, no matter what kind really. What does music mean to you?



“Music is enough for a lifetime, but a lifetime is not enough for Music."



"Music is what feelings sound like"




"People haven't always been there for me, but music always has."-Taylor Swift

 

"Music is love in search of the word."

Crazy Dreams

So guys!  I've been tagged by my own blog.  Haha, that's a first!  This is the MP3 tag, and what ya gotta do is  put your iPod or other music device on shuffle, and hit skip for every question... Whatever song it "lands" on is what your answer is, no matter how crazy it sounds!  I love this kind of tag, hehe, so here it is!

1. Are you Male or Female?

Tell Her About It, Billy Joel

2. What do people feel when they're around you?

So Small, Carrie Underwood (HAHA that's funny... usually that's how I feel around other people!)

3. Describe your current relationship?

It Takes Two, Hairspray Cast (kinda true acshullayy)

4. Where would you like to be right now?

Fifteen, Taylor Swift

5. How do you feel about love?

The Best Damn Thing, Avril Lavigne (nooo... just... no.)

6. What's your life like?

I Just Can't Live A Lie, Carrie Underwood

7. What would you wish for if you only had 1 wish?

Burning Love, Elvis Presley

8. Say something wise:

Poker Face, Lady Gaga (haha, this makes sense in... some... ways.)

9. How would you describe yourself?

You Belong With Me, Taylor Swift (umm... I am with you Addie.  we're the same person.)

10. What is your life's purpose?

Beautiful Mess, Diamond Rio

11. What is your motto?

Sideways, Dierks Bentley

12. What do your friends think of you?

I Go Back, Kenny Chesney

13. What do you think of your parents?

Don't You Know You're Beautiful, Kellie Pickler (haha)

14. What do you think of very often?

My Maria, Brooks & Dunn (HAHA that's hilarious.)

15. What is 2 + 2?

Home, Daughtry

16. What do you think of your best friend?

Virginia Bluebell, Miranda Lambert

17. What is your life story?

The Climb, Miley Cyrus (hmm, somewhat true haha)

18. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Daydream Believer, The Monkees (OH YEAH!!!!)

19. What will you dance to at your wedding?

Hillbilly Bone, Blake Shelton & Trace Adkins (haha YEAH!!!)

20. What will you play at your funeral?

Complicated, Avril Lavigne 

21. What is your hobby or interest?

Teardrops On My Guitar, Taylor Swift 

22. what is your biggest fear?

The Grass Is Blue, Dolly Parton (no!! if grass was blue then... that would be freaking amazing!)

23. What is your biggest secret?

What Hurts the Most, Rascal Flatts (ohh... we're getting personal here)

24. What do you think of your friends?

Enchanted, Taylor Swift

25. What will you repost this as?

Crazy Dreams, Carrie Underwood

I love how some of these fit me perfectly whereas others don't make any sense :)  That's what makes this tag so amazing!  I'm not gonna tag anyone, but y'all should do it!  Because it's amazing!    

Have fun with it guys!

Behind the Wall

Hi guys, here's a quick post! I just got a tag from Random Rawr. The rules are:
You have to put your entire MP3 player/iPod on shuffle and answer the questions. No skipping a song either! Here goes:

1. Are you Male or Female?
Brown Eyes - Lady Gaga

2. What do people feel when they're around you?
The Battle of Evermore - Led Zeppelin

3. Describe your current relationship?
Something in Red - Lorrie Morgan

4. Where would you like to be right now?
White Liar - Miranda Lambert (ha-ha-ha)

5. How do you feel about love?
Jesus Take the Wheel - Carrie Underwood (Yes!)

6. What's your life like?
Except For Monday - Lorrie Morgan

7. What would you wish for if you only had 1 wish?
Better than Revenge - Taylor Swift

8. Say something wise:
Fly on the Wall - Miley Cyrus

9. How would you describe yourself?
For My Lover - Tracy Chapman

10. What is your life's purpose?
The Story of Us - Taylor Swift (haha, coincidental much? Look up at the banner ^)

11. What is your motto?
If Not Now... - Tracy Chapman

12. What do your friends think of you?
Mine - Taylor Swift (hahaha)

13. What do you think of your parents?
I'd Lie - Taylor Swift (ummmm.... Not about the bad things... Just the embarrassing ones)

14. What do you think of very often?
Catch Me - Demi Lovato (Yyyyeah..)

15. What is 2 + 2?
Change - Taylor Swift

16. What do you think of your best friend?
All the Women I Am - Reba McEntire

17. What is your life story?
This is the Life - Hannah Montana (Yes, I still have her on my iPod)

18. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Eh, Eh, Nothing Else I can Say - Lady Gaga

19. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Mean - Taylor Swift (Ahh no!)

20. What will you play at your funeral?
Fifteen - Taylor Swift

21. What is your hobby or interest?
Innocent - Taylor Swift

22. what is your biggest fear?
The Vampire Song - Concrete Blonde

23. What is your biggest secret?
The Fame - Lady Gaga (Yes, i am secretly famous!)

24. What do you think of your friends?
Caroline - Concrete Blonde

25. What will you repost this as?
Behind the Wall - Tracy Chapman

I loved this tag! Addie, you must do this too lqtm (Laugh Quietly To Myself)  If you read this post and want to do this tag, please do!